Peer into the mirror.

update wooooooo!

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 07:21:54 GMT

Ok I am trying to get myself financially able to move to be with my little red.

I have come to the follow conclusions I need to pay off a credit card and my overdraft bank card which I am sure I can do and hopefully save $1000 somehow.
which should not be too hard I think...

Getting a job there would be really sweet and really help my cause.
I applied to about 7 jobs tonight and will apply to another one tomorrow with an updated resume.

I really like Due South I will watch that tomorrow after I sleep and read my network + book and make some notes on it. I want to get that test done before I move and hopefully another one with it too.

I really really think Krystle is super :D I can not wait to visit her again wooo!
Thats next weekends plan hopefully unless they switch me back to days like next week which I hope they do not. I am sure they can not since it is a pay week and that would be a hassle to payroll LOL.

I love the new journal she got me I can not wait to do my devotionals in it. That is something I will do later on today since I forgot my bible at home *pouts*
I am somewhat hyper that her parents wanted to meet me on Canada day weekend and I was like woosh scary at the same time. I still feel bad that I made my little red cry once though ..... >.< I feel like a jerk I need to be more sensitive or something. On a plus side everything in life looks to be ok so far.

Well take care all.

God Bless.

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 03:08:27 GMT

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.

Your flirting style: Coy

Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park

Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant

What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind.
You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life.
Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling.
And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate

You're a well liked, though underrated, blogger.
You have a heart of gold, and are likely to blog for a cause.
You're a peaceful blogger - no drama for you!
A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

Questions?

Mon, 22 May 2006 04:12:19 GMT

Jesus is our Savior. Pretty easy to understand well it sounds that way to me. He states in 1 Timothy 1:15 Basically. He is the only way to God.

Do we believe Jesus is the only way to the Father? Answer: He statement is pretty self explainitory in my opinion. Yes

The question that puzzled me when I thought about it was

Why do people struggle with this concept?

Any ideas?

HAPPY!

Sat, 20 May 2006 01:52:04 GMT

I am so happy I got to hear Krystle's voice I was like wheeee!
*Squishs krystle gently* so cute! I love her so much and I want to take care of her and see her happy. I want to take away as many of her worries as possible. I want to hold her when she is sad and happy. I do feel very excited about getting a job and moving down!! *GLEE*

I want to kiss her and hold her thats the first thing I want to do when I see her.

TRIP #2

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 02:33:00 GMT

I went to see little red again and I enjoyed my trip I always enjoy spending time with her. She always makes me happy! I would like to spend more time with her if I could well just enough time that I would not get on her nerves.. I am always afraid that I would. I do look forward to doing devotions with her I am very excited and honored that she would get me one. I want to grow closer to her spiritually if God wills it. I would like that very much. The type of woman that I find most attractive is one that is very spiritual and that I can have an emotional connection with. I find it hard to find that in all my past relationships but I feel that way towards her greatly. I don't want to rush anything I want to take it slow and grow close to her I want to know what makes her sad and happy. Her hopes and dreams. I want to hold her when she needs a shoulder to cry on. I want to share with her happy moment and sad. I love seeing her face light up in delight and mischief she looks so cute! Her eyes are so wonderous! I loved going to the discovery store that was so fun! and the movie ICE AGE 2 was good too now if I just see number 1. *laughs* I think I need to rent that or buy it sometime in the future. Well the bday hunt is still going I need to check on my day off for the PS 2. I will price them up. then if I get it I will mail it down *laughs* I can only wonder at times what she thinks when I shower her with gifts I love spoiling her I can't help myself seeing her happy and bouncy makes me happy. Well Scott informed me he is going out on stress leave due to his recent car accident apparently now he keeps having nightmares about the accident it may be a while be he drives again... Lance is not doing too well etheir he is not eatting much my mom said he might need a trip the vet. I hope he will be there when I come home next time I would really be sad if he wasn't.

Well lets see soon I need to start my job hunt so that will require a resume I will write that up monday I believe and then start looking for apts at the same time God Bless the internet and my loved one too!

hmmmmm *ponders* What can I get little red for Christmas?
when I think about that my mind is a little B L A N K
thank goodness I have a lot of time to think on it :)
When I think about it I still get a little red in the face I got lost in the movie threatre... GAH I feel so.... I blame the dark *laughs*

Krytle looked so beautiful in her skirt like a little angel so cute and HWAT!! She such a gentle soul so kind and words can't describe at times what I feel just that I feel very warm and happy.

Well I think I have run out of things to say for now.

May we all walk the path God has laid out for us always.

Toodles folks!

My sweetie

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 04:55:22 GMT

I hate seeing you sad like that. I can't help but share my feelings and thoughts with you. You matter most to me. I was serious when I said you mean the world to me! You really do. Your smile and your laugh make my day seem all the brighter. When you blush my heart races, when your face lights up, I melt inside and feel all bad thoughts or feeling just leave and I feel very peaceful.

I would do anything for you. I want to be with you always. I don't want to make you feel anxious or anything like that. This is just what I feel towards you, *blush* you are super special to me Krystle.

By the way those two surprises I hope you like them I really do. *mwah*
I can't imagine my life without meeting you other than it would be sad and empty I am so greatful to have met you *GLOMPS* You have my heart now and always.

Night!

candy glee

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 02:52:38 GMT

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you

Your flirting style: friendly and sweet

What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance

Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 19:44:44 GMT

Intelligence- Your inner power is

Intelligence! Youre the one who is the top of

every class you take, and who people turn to

when theyre confused with the work theyve

been set. You a quiet person and like to keep

to yourself. Rather than having heaps of

friends, you only have a few, but those you

have respect and trust you. You are possibly

wise beyond your years, serious, and not at

all interested in the petty popularity game

that your peers play. You love to read and

although homework is a pain, you can work

through it with little or no trouble

whatsoever. Boys and love so far have little

interest to you; you think its a waste of

time, and love isnt really all its made out

to be. You probably enjoy puzzles, the way

you have to search your mind for answers and

the challenges they give you. You could

possibly be pretty bored with life, and

endlessly seek out things to test your skill.

People may look down on you, and call you a

nerd, but you no doubt brush them off. They

arent worth your time, and in the future when

theyre checkout chicks, and your working in a

high paid, enjoyable job, youll be the one

laughing. Dont think your intelligence is a

bad thing, ever. Without people with this

power, technology and so many other things

humans rely on today simply wouldnt exist.
Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet:

You arent all too sure about love. Yet one

day, who knowsthat guy/girl of your dreams

may come along and open up your eyes to the

world of romance. For now, youre happily

single, and be proud of that!
Your stone: Lapis Lazuli
Your power: Knowledge. Youre always

thirsting for new knowledge. If the world was

ending, everyone would turn to you and your

vast mind stored information to save them.
Your element: Ice
A quote that applies to you: "Believe

in the incredible power of the human

mind."

What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results)
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Mon, 30 Jan 2006 13:02:55 GMT

My ex was... a cutie!
Maybe I should... get up and do something other than this survey
I love... little red
I don't understand... life
I lost my... way then God found me :D
People say I'm... say I am psychotic then I just say the voices like me better :P
Love is... desire greatly!
Somewhere, someone is... being naughty! I have santa powers lol
I will always... love her
Forever is... wonderful
I never want to... be without God's love
I think the current President is... a warlord.
When I wake up in the morning... I try to hide under the sheets a little longer
Life is full of... stuff
My past is incredibly... there still with a few spots I can not remember
I get annoyed when... I have to repeat myself several times...
Parties are for... problems
I wish... I could be with all my friends whereever they are all at once then I can take care of them :)
Kisses are the worst when... someone bites your lip
Nice... bum ;) lol
Tommorrow I'm going to... clean and try to get a loan to pay off my credit cards
I really want... little red!
I have low tolerance for people who... who claim to know what they are doing but really don't... or they say God does not exist. Urge to smite rising
If I had a million dollars... I would pay off all my debt and family debt then I am off to travel with whats left lol

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 04:24:23 GMT

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another one!

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 02:45:59 GMT

HERE IT IS:

Name 3 Bad Habits You Have:
1. Nail Biter
2. self doubter
3. thats a secret :P

Name 3 Things That You Wish You Had:
1. better job
2. negative 15 pounds
3. less debt

Name 3 Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. Getting my MCSE
2. why women think they are always overweight? *is perplexed*
3. what it would be like to be happy.

Name 3 Songs You've Listened To In The Past 24 Hours:
1. Imperfection Skillet
2. Broken heart Falling up
3. Collide Skillet

Name 3 Of Your Favorite Singers/Bands:
1. Skillet
2. Falling up
3. The Cult

Name 3 Things That You Have Done Today:
1. Work
2. space out
3. Slept

Name the Last 3 Things You Have Bought:
1. food
2. taxi drive home
3. DVDs

Name 3 Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. Milk
2. Water
3. juice

-Last Person You Hugged?
My Mom I think....

-Last Thing You Laughed At?
Rachel LOL silly girl

-Last Time You Cried?
Last night.

-What's In Your CD Player?
Skillet

-What Color Socks Are You Wearing?
None

-What's Under Your Bed?
who knows... hopefully its not alive and trying to eat me

-What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
8 something I can not sleep

-Current Hair?
short

-Current Clothes?
slippers and robe

-Current Annoyance?
tummy hurts :(

-Current Desktop Picture?
None

-Current Worry?
krystle's operation....

-Current Hate?
Myself.. I need to be stronger

-Last CD You Bought?
NIN cd

-Favorite Place To Be?
In my room

-Least Favorite Place?
Not sure it changes everyday

-If You Could Play An Instrument? Piano or organ

-Favorite Color?
Dark colors.

-Do You Believe In An Afterlife?
Yes

-How Tall Are You?
6'0"

-Favorite Season?
Spring it rains a lot

-Favorite Day.
Any day I'm off

-Where Would You Like To Go?
China

x. Best friend(s): Scott
x. Known longest: Over ten years I am yours in life and death the brotherhood lol
x. Wish you talked to more than you do: All of them
x. How many friends do you think you have: Good question I shall hold a census
x. How many do you actually hang out with: Depends... none usually. I am a loner.
x. Who drives you insane: Meh. *shrugs*
x. Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the next level: yes.... but what must be shall be
x. Craziest: Scott
x. Loudest: Dave
x. Shyest: Rob
x. Best hair: krystle Guys do not comment on other guys hair unless they are "different"
x. Can always make you laugh: all my friends can
x. Best eyes: who knows....
x. Most athletic: Scott
x. Shortest: krystle ;)
x. Tallest: Andy 6'4"
x. Best singing voice: Vanessa
x. Skinniest: krystle
x. Nicest: hmmmm hard decision that is a toss up ;)
x. Best personality: Not sure.
x. Biggest drug user: Brad
x. Alcoholic: David

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Thu, 05 Jan 2006 02:05:47 GMT

The answers may surprise you
Male or female?: male
First and middle name: Kyle Preston
Do you like your name?why?: Its ok just is
What would you name a baby girl?: I like the name Shala or Margret for my grandmother who passed away
A baby boy?: Archibald for my Grandfather or Lyman for my other grandfather who are both in heaven. Family is very important!
How old are you? Do you act your age?: 26 almost 27 17 more days... sometimes ;)
Do you sleep in the buff?:All the time!
[boys]boxers or briefs?:NUDE!
Or do you ever wear nothing?:YES
Two words to describe your personality::Humorous and Romantic
Describe the perfect girl in your mind: Sweet, gentle, funny, loving, hyper! intelligent.
Do you smoke fags, pot, take speed, drink alcohol, or any thing else?: Nope
If you had to label yourself, what would it be?[goth,prep,mod]: Geek, my older brother tatoo that once to my arm with a stick man the marker was permanent it took a lot of scrubbing to remove it >.<
Do you think your addicted to the internet?: Yep!
How much tv do you watch?: None
Good student? or slacker?: Good student with a tendency to slack (thats me too)
have you ever seen a therapist? for what?:I should see one but I know I suffer from an inferior complex and I suffer from depression.
Religion?: Prostant- Anglician was a mormon once. Now I am not sure just a lost sheep I guess.
What do you believe will happen to you when you die?: Absence of the body, presence with the Lord (I agree!)
Do you ever have outbursts where you just wanna scream and break things?:No but I bottle my rage up it solves nothing to yell unless its get to get someone attention.
Ever had a panic attack?: No
Would you say you live a highly stressful life?:No but I am a worrier so that just makes my blood pressure worse.
Do you have a chronic disease?: Not to my knowledge
Would you say your rich poor or in the middle:: Low income middle class I earn about 28000$
Have a job? where?: Tech Support Call center
Do you sell drugs to make money?:No.
Have the cops ever caught you doing something illegal? what?: Nope
Have you ever lost someone close to you.[death of pet, parent, ect]:Yes, pets and grandparents...
Do you like to dance?: Slow dancing I like feeling close to those I care for
Ever been to a real rave?: No
Are you a provocative dancer?: No
Have you ever intentionally cut, burn, or hurt yourself?Yes I tried to OD once I think about it every so often.
Do you like pain and blood?: No not really
Have any fetishes?what?:Not really
Have you ever seen porn? where?:Yes internet
Virgin or whore? Well given the two opinions I guess I would be a whore then
Have a current g/f? for how long?:No, hope to get one eventually LOL
Sexual orientation? Undecided?: Straight all the way baby!
Where you ever abused in anyway?:Yes emotional and physically
Are you and your family close?: Yes I think we are.
Have your anyone close to you have an addiction?:Yes
What age do you think you'll die?:Late 30's early 40's hopefully later much later but my health is not as good as it should.
How do you want to die?:In my sleep or instantly, with my loved ones at my side.
Ever think you'll get married? more than once?: Yes, married. Once.
Ever have kids? adopt?: Haven't had kids? Hope to one day, two would be nice but I guess it will be her choice lol
What kind of job do you want to have?: Network admin or a minister
Do you crack your knuckles or bite your nails?: Bite my nails.. I get bored
Ever been to a concert? who?:Never
What type of music do you mostly listen to?:Heavy metal, rock, christian music, hymns, classical. Opera (rarely)
Would you say your a lost cause?:Yes I lack confidence in myself hence my problems
Have you ever been called a lost cause?:Yes by several people but their opinions do not matter! LOL
Are you a pyro?: no
Do people yell at you when walking down the street?what do they yell?: No not usually
Have you ever been in a real physical fight? did you win?:Yes Lost it hurt.
Would you say you have many enemies?: They were in High School and drove me to a point where I tried to end my life. Now I am older and learn just not to care. In the end we all get what we deserve.
Hate your parents?:No
Ever run away from home for a long period of time?:No
What do you think people with say about your answers to this survey?:Not a clue
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Hyperness!!!

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 17:18:11 GMT

After enough chocolate... I feel goood!! I mean real good LOL I wish little red was here I feel like playing video games and running and lots of things ;) I feel super energetic whee!!
Sitting at this desk I feel so restricted I need to MOVE! I wish I was playing GW or playing with Lance. I am sooo hyper!! merr I want something to do other than work.... like anything LOL.....*devious thoughs* I'll keep those to myself LOL :P tra la la la mmmm chocolate yum.
Well I best end this here for now. Take care!!! :D Know that I am thinking of you always! *mwah*

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 03:42:49 GMT

1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Surgery on my right side

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Nothing but a painting

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
Silver. a motorola

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
anything but RAP *HISSES*

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
sometime after midnight

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Wants Krystle to be happy

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Her smile.
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
My Grandmother bible she gave me

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
apple shampoo

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
No

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Only if something is chasing me

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Old Spice
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Don't care.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
I thought I was the one doing the prosing? LOL

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
third option: NONE

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Cheese

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Pizza

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE ANGRY?
Myself
20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
Not really

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)?
A necklace

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Yes.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
I would write them a love poem

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
4

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
I like dark hair...

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
Home

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Dirty dishes that I ask to be cleaned and are still there three days later

33. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF [your country]?
Yes

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
A pretty smile.... I cave.
37. FIRST JOB?
Baby sitting.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Yes I got nervous and shaky lol

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
sitting here and thinking.

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
I would want to be bigger (not down there)

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
I always fill out surveys that little red does

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
nothing I am plain lol

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
oh that would be a terrible loss. LOL NOT!

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Little red :D

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
1 sounds good lol

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
No one important

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
NO but if it increases my chance of getting what I want for my B-day I will ;)

48. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE FINGER?
none

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Yesterday and today

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
NO I think its ugly

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
chicken...

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Being too nice sometimes. biting nails.

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
When scott left his queerish folk CD over here and my dad found it..... most awkward...
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Yeah, I might as well

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
No If the personality sucks...

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Video games! or I eat chocolate and replace it with hyperness!! or I read or cry.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Work... augh I am there sometimes more than my apt.

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Yes... sometimes against my better judgement ( actually said that to someone once lol

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My pet monster!

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yes.

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Nope.
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
funny, gentle. loving

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Smile, Mr Stix

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Sometimes

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Chocolate mint

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
Black. Dark Blue, Red

73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
0

74. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
Krystle I always miss you!

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
You already did!

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Figured you out nickle back

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Shepherd pie yum!

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Older sister

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Smile or eyes

80. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Saint John General Hospital, New Brunswick

81. SCARIEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO YOU?
Lets seeing almost having a heart attack at my desk or choking to death
82. FAVORITE DRINK?r
Ice cold milk.

83. FAVOURITE JOKE?
None

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
Soccer

85. HAIR COLOR?
Dark brown, gets red highlight in the summer

86. EYE COLOR?
Green

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
Yes

88. SIBLINGS?
One older sister, one twin sister, one older brother.

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
Anytime month that it’s above 15 degrees. I agree

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
NO.

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
not sure.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Well, I'd say it was summer...but that's not a day...can I compress the whole of summer into one day? That's my answer :-P

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
nope. I will I just need a little more time.

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
hmmm summer

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Hugs then she can't get away :D

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS
Relationships.

97. WHO/WHAT DO YOU SECRETLY LOVE?
*giggles* Its not a secret.

98. HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU MACKED IT WITH IN THE PAST YEAR?
This word is alien to me.

99. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
Bible, and the art of war

100. WHERE DO YOU WORK?
Call Center for tech support. must escape... LOL
.
YAYE DONE!! :D

Today

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 02:39:27 GMT

Well today was interesting..... work was an ordeal in itself since the other shift never finished their work and left it for us -__- oh well
Besides a few mild aches in my arm and a head ache I survived. *laugh* We're still behind but tomorrow should fixt that problem. As for life in other depts:

Family: Older sister and her husband and my little nephew are down. Thus my presence is required or my next visit home will not be pleasant..
Lance is hopefully doing better but wasn't eatting I heard last mom thinks he will die sometime this year. Grand mother had hip surgery and is fine. Twin seems fine and happy. Older Brother I will assume he is fine I never hear from him.

Myself: Mentally exhausted, physically I am below average... probably would help if I eat somedays I didn't I can't help it too much on my mind... I'll rest this weekend hopefully if not so be it. I'll rest when I am dead someone told me that quote? who I can't remember my memory is going today.

Love life? *laughs* *devious grin* up in the air ;) but I am looking forward to see what happens for better or ruin.

Spirtually: I think I am doing ok.

I just want you to know one of my greatest fears is not that I would lose you to someone else.... it is that you would die before I could meet you... that is something that is always in the back of my mind like the dull pain in my arm... it never goes away.

I guess it time to fill out that form you posted :) but nature calls and hungry beckons.

Fare thee well till then.

I like it when life gets interesting.

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 21:11:04 GMT

The Classic Lover
50% partner focus, 33% aggressiveness, 20% adventurousness

Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:

You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance.

This places you in the Lover Style of: The Classic Lover.

The Classic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is the closest it comes to the classic images of the princess in the tower, or the romantic and chivalrous knight, or the hero/heroine from a Disney film. The Classic Lover is a treasure to find, though it can be difficult to do so because they sometimes tend to be shy and/or difficult to successfully court.

In terms of physical love, the Classic Lover again can be shy, and often needs more in terms of emotional security to feel comfortable than some of the other Types. Given the right setting, and the right lover, the Classic Lover can be a delight in bed.

Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Romantic Lover (most of all) or the Devoted Lover, or the Liberated Lover.

Congratulations!

If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in the following:

Nerds, Geeks & Dorks

Professional Wrestling

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

America/Politics

Thanks Again! -- THE LOVER STYLE PROFILE TEST

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 27% on partner focus
You scored higher than 12% on aggressiveness
You scored higher than 1% on adventurousness

Link: The Lover Style Profile Test written by donathos on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

I'm a pawn!

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 15:41:25 GMT

An Outer Black Pawn
You scored 2 Power-Finesse, 0 Leader-Follower, 2 Unique-Ordinary, and 1 Offense-Defense!

You are a good soldier, the man the Man counts on. Unfortunately, he may or may not care for your well being, and so he will put you out just protect his interests. This you do without question because you are a team player. Bad news for you, because your team, the black team, tends to have to be more defensive in nature, and sometimes has to make hard choices or sacrifices. Guess who just volunteered?

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 19% on Power-Finesse
You scored higher than 0% on Leader-Follower
You scored higher than 9% on Unique-Ordinary
You scored higher than 5% on Offense-Defense

Link: The What Chess Piece Are You Test written by Gundark27 on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Poem I liked

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 20:42:41 GMT

~~~~~

Close to the door he paused to stand,
As he took his class ring off her hand.
All who were watching did not speak,
As a silent tear ran down his cheek.
And through his mind the memories ran,
Of the moments they walked and laughed in the sand,
But now her eyes were so terrible cold,
For he would never again have her to hold.
They watched in silence as he bent near,
And whispered the words..."I LOVE YOU" in her ear.
He touched her face and started to cry,
As he put on his ring and wanted to die.
And just then the wind began to blow,
As they lowered her casket into the snow.
This is what happens to man alive,
When friends let friends drink and drive.

Author Unknown

Looking at the grey the skies seeing all the rain
just not a day to be happy...

Christmas

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 12:35:57 GMT

Opened gifts at 6:32 am could not sleep, I am puzzled at why my twin bought me a bath sponge..*puzzled* I got a book the da vinci code *glee*
and clothes ;) which is always welcomed just mean I can put laundry off for a little excellent. Watched a little anime called Rune Soldier I found it most amusing. Now all I need to do is get showered, eat breakfast then go to work for 12 hours then go to scott's for christmas dinner at 11 pm lol :P Overall I have a good feeling about today. The rest of the week should be interesting....
As the Druid in Diablo 2 says as he leaves the rogue camp "So it begins.." Its also SNOWING! that should make my mom happy she loves a white Christmas. I do too unless I have to shovel the driveway :P then I am like grrr snow lol Well take care all!

You are a loner...not that you don't like people,
it's just that you like to spend time with
yourself or you are an outsider...don't like
talking too much and even going
out...loneliness isn't healthy, but you like
it...what can say?! Just live the way you
want...u_u

What kind of friend are you?(anime pics)
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Quizy thingie Narnia ;)

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 12:50:46 GMT

You scored as Susan Pevensie.

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Susan Pevensie

73%

Mrs. Beaver

63%

Oreius

57%

Edmund Pevensie

53%

Peter Pevensie

50%

Lucy Pevensie

50%

Mr. Beaver

47%

Mr. Tumnus

47%

Ginarrbrik

40%

Aslan

30%

The White Witch

27%

Which Chronicles of Narnia character are you most like?
created with QuizFarm.

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 21:16:25 GMT

You are a
Social Conservative
(26% permissive)

and an...
Economic Moderate
(50% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Fascist

Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

The Slow Dancer
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDm)

Steady, reliable, and cradling her tenderly. Take a deep breath, and let it out real easy...you are The Slow Dancer.

Your focus is love, not sex, and for your age, you have average experience. But you're a great, thoughtful guy, and your love life improves every year. There's also a powerful elimination process working in your favor: most Playboy types get stuck raising unwanted kids before you even begin settling down. The women left over will be hot and yours. Your ideal woman is someone intimate, intelligent, and very supportive.

Your exact opposite:
The Hornivore

Random Brutal Sex Master

While you're not exactly the life of the party, you do thrive in small groups of smart people. Your circle of friends is extra tight and it's HIGHLY likely they're just like you. You appreciate symmetry in relationships.

ALWAYS AVOID: The Battleaxe

CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor or The Sonnet

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: dark0012

Nerd Quiz

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 03:24:52 GMT

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 03:50:29 GMT

Field General
You scored 53% Leadership, 66% Initiative, 18% Insanity, and 77% Team_Work!

You're smart and brave, like a real general. Only you're on the front lines, and not hiding in a well fortified position. You have the respect of your fellow soldiers, whom will follow your orders no matter what they may be.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 51% on Leadership

You scored higher than 12% on Initiative

You scored higher than 48% on Insanity

You scored higher than 48% on Team_Work

Link: The Conscript Test written by EksDee-Ophi on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Quiz oooh fun :)

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 00:02:10 GMT

T/F

[F] I'm afraid of silence.

[F] I am really ticklish. (only in a certain place >.< but I will never talk)
[F] I'm afraid of the dark. Its what else is in the dark I might be afraid :P

[F] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.

[F] I am homosexual.

[T] I believe in true love. Yes I found you ;)

[F] I've run away from home.

[F] I listen to political music

[T] I collect comic books

[?] I shut others out when I'm sad. (sometimes)

[T] I've stayed out all night...

[T] I open up to others easily I am an open book :)

[T] I am keeping a secret from the world.

[F] I watch the news

[F] I own over 5 rap CDs (hiss)

[F] I love Disney movies. Go Thumper ;)

[T] I am a sucker for eyes

[F] I don't kill bugs; I'm too scared.

[T] I curse when I'm mad.

[T] I have (had) "x"s in my screen name.

[T] I've slipped and fell in public.

[T] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation. (haha, i did that...once)

[F] I love Spam.

[T] I bake well (was a baker for 3 years)

[F] I have worn pajamas to class. (I sleep nude I would so get some looks if I showed up to class)
[F] I have bought something from Abercrombie.

[T] I have a job babysitting (when I was younger)

[T] I Talked on a phone for 5+ hours.

[F] I love Dr. Phil

[T] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS

[T] I am self-conscious sometimes.

[T] I love to laugh.

[T] I have tried alcohol. After enough drinks you'll be surprised that everything has no taste :P

[F] I drink (drank) alcohol on a regular basis.

[F] I have tried a cigarette.

[F] I have smoked a pack in one day.

[F] I loved Lord of the Flies. HATE THAT BOOK!

[F] I loved A Clockwork Orange.

[T] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[F] I can't swallow pills.

[T] I have a lot of scars. I have one on my tummy

[T] I have fired a gun. does a pellet gun count?

[F] I have owned a gun.

[T] I've been out of this country.

[F] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. (Spider + Shoe = DIE)

[T] I love chocolate. I would say ADORE!

[T] I bite my nails.

[T] I am not comfortable with being me.

[T] I play computer games.

[T] Gotten lost in the city. (my own city...>.< lol me too :P)

[F] I've seen a shooting star.

[T] Had surgery (Seven operations woot and I am sure more on the way :|)

[T] Researched how to make bombs or other unstable chemicals

[F] Created your own bombs or unstable chemicals

[F] Used your own bombs or unstable chemicals

[F] Gone out in public in your pajamas.

[F] Have kissed a stranger.

[T] Hugged a stranger.

[T] Been in a fist fight with someone of the same sex.

[T] Been in a fist fight.

[F] Been arrested

[T] Been excited by violence.

[F] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.

[F] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[F] Made out in an elevator. (I'll try with little red hee ;)

[F] Made out on the road.

[F] Swore at your parents (I would so die...)

[?] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose it was a baseball bat

[T] Stolen something worth over $10

[F] Stolen something worth over $100
[?] Stolen something worth over $1000

[F] Stolen something worth over $10000

[F] Been skydiving

[F] Been bungee jumping.

[T] Gotten stitches

[F] Been excited by something sociologically intolerable (what? *is puzzled* also :P)

[T] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour (milk yum)

[F] Bitten someone

[F] Been to Niagara Falls.

[T] Gotten the chicken pox.

[F] Crashed a car.

[F] drove a car and gotten all 4 tires over the curb I got two ;)

[F] Been to Japan

[T] Seen or heard something that wasn't really there.

[T] Ridden in a taxi.

[T] Shoplifted.
[F] Been fired

[T] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[T] Had your heart broken by someone that shouldn't have been in your heart in the first place

[T] Stole something from your job

[F] Gone on a blind date

[F] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.

[F] Cheated on a partner

[F] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[F] Been to Europe.

[T] Broken into a building. My apartment
[F] Slept with a co-worker.

[F] Been married.

[F] Gotten divorced.

[T] Been suspicious of being cheated on

[F] Helped someone to cheat on their significant other

[T] Saw someone/something dying

[F] Stolen a car

[F] Driven over 400 miles in one day.

[T] Been to Canada (i live here... me too!)

[F] Been on a plane.

[F] Thrown up in a bar.

[F] Eaten sushi

[T] Been cheated on

[F] Been snowboarding.

[T] Been skiing (hate it)

[T] Been ice skating

[T] Cried in public

[F] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed. (CRAZY!)

[T] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have (what was I thinking?)

[T] Thought of someone almost 24/7 (Krystle *glee*)

[T] Loved some one and hated them at the same time

[T] Wanted someone else dead (grrr bullies!)

[F] Thought seriously about killing someone

[T] Thought seriously about killing yourself (tried twice)

[F] Hate the world.

[T] Hate not the world, but rather the stupid people who populate it.

[T] Have faith in a God.

[?] Have faith in yourself. (sometimes)

[T] Believe there is still hope of saving a failing relationship (love is the answer) (I agree)

Peer into the mirror.

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candy *glee*

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